The holiday spirit...

I called my mom out of frustration today because I was stressing over the holidays and our trip out to Oklahoma. I don't know why I allow myself to get so wound up over gifts and wrapping paper, and what people think, because aren't we supposed to not worry about the TRIVIAL things this time of year? I think the year that I accomplish being able to fully enjoy the season without feeling a panic attack or stroke coming on, I will have totally either gotten truly wise or just medicated myself in preparation for the season. Medication anyone???